Monday, January 31, 2011

When I look back upon my life...

Sometimes I take a look at where I am in life, and can't believe that TGIF is a joy and NSFW is a concern. I could have turned out to be someone else. I'm pleased with where I've wound up, don't get me wrong, it's just not everything I could have become. How did I end up here?

Regret is an awful, awful word and a worse feeling. Corporate lifestyle aside, I have made horrible mistakes along the way and I live in a paradoxical world of being PERFECTLY FINE WITH WHO I AM yet being ISOLATED AND TORMENTED.

I'm just in a wierd(er) state lately.

I have been summoned by my former place of employment, The World Church of Assimilation, to do some of their dirty work on a freelance, twice a year basis. This, like my life, is a grand opportunity and a immense burden.

1 comment:

kold_kadavr_ flatliner said...

Dear, when you look back at how worthy your finite existence has been in Seventh-Heaven in fronta Jesus, will you say those exact same words? True-as-our-demise, Im a mortal sinner same as you, dear... yet, Jesus sez, FEW SHALL MAKE SEVENTH-HEAVEN. This is a wake-up call, girly...

'The more you shall honor Me,
the more I shall bless you'
-the Infant Jesus of Prague
(<- Czech Republic, next to Russia)

trustNjesus, toots,
you aint in charge;
He is.
Dats another fak, Jak.
God bless your indelible soul.